Self-Reflection

Hey Sanka, you dead?

From the movie Cool Runnings, there’s a line that’s stuck out to me above all the rest, “Hey Sanka, you dead?”

The question was asked of one character to Sanka every time the Jamaican bobsled team the movie portrayed crashed. All but one time Sanka replied, “no mon.” But, once, there was a long hesitation.

Many times, the question could have been asked on this blog if I’ve died. And every time it’s been a “no mon.” However, now, there’s some hesitation.

I’m physically alive… sure. But, the Josh who last wrote a post here a couple months ago, may no longer be gracing this earth.

A lot has changed… and I hope to begin writing about it all again real soon. But, there’s also a little hesitation about restarting this blog yet again. Maybe, I’m entering a season in my life where my thoughts need to be written on pen and paper, or expressed through a different venue.

So for now, when asked “Hey Sanka, you dead?” There is nothing but silence.

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